Friday, March 4, 2016
I discovered something today...
I can only do a few things in a day.
I suppose that it's part my personality and part grief.
By most people's standards, I did almost nothing today... Saw a puppy, went to a few stores for errands, threw the ball for Raney, did a tiny bit of crafting and then I was finished.
I had other plans for the evening, but I just couldn't do 'em.
Sometimes I just reach capacity with social things pretty quickly -- even if I haven't been very social.
I also have noticed lately, that decision-making is difficult.
I do and I don't want to do most things.
I love the idea of venturing out and I take great comfort in being reclusive.
Exploring new things sounds simultaneously exciting and scary.
Sadness and resolution and happiness are often right there next to each other.
This whole thing will work itself out...
It's just another funny little stage in the journey of my life.
Love you people!